I’m not sure if this site is strictly for sexual assault or other traumas like that, but I recently got hospitalized and put in a php program for Anorexia and let me tell you it was TRAUMATIC!! I never know what to tell people if they ask if I’m okay, or if I’m better. I’m not either of those. I’m still the sad little girl cowering in the corner over an extra piece of bread - but at least I’m more physically stable now. I’m still the anxious kid that doesn’t want to eat past ‘x’ calories even if it means I end up 6ft in the ground. Anyway, my trauma is much different than others but I hope someone with trouble eating sees this. Your ED is lying to you and you will die. You will end up in the hospital and have to explain to LITERALLY EVERYONE what an ED is. I felt/feel like a broken doll when I share my story, but I’m hoping to get extra reassurance that I’m not alone and you aren’t alone either