I was sa abused when I was 8 years old by family member that needed to care and loof after me because my parents couldn't come to the country. but imagine a 8 year old child even knows what that person did was wrong. Some days i needed to survive without water and food as a punishment i got because I stood up for myself and didn't agree with that person. but that person did everyday verbal abuse, emotional abuse to me because i didn't want to do sexual activity's. when i became older and 17 years old everything went much worser. that person tried to kill me many times and wanted me to end my own life because I didn't want to be sa. I hided myself in bathroom to not get killed and I know i had at that moment 2 choises at that moment or i am going get my life get ruined everyday and get killed or i am going to expose that person even if i am gone get killed and let both of our life ruined. even if it was scared to do second choise i had no choise but to do it. so i secretly recorderd the abuser voice and sended to my dad that lives abroad. Now i am 22 years old the same age when my abuser was and still will not understand why a person would do that to a child. My advice is never be afraid even if you need to be against world never let someone threat you bad even if you know its wrong. stand up for yourself and be them karma.