It's been twenty years
When I was six, I was sexually abused by two 8 year-old boys. They took me into a bedroom and had "sex" with me on the bed. One of them really acted it out like we were adults. I was very confused and didn't know what was happening. I thought i was doing something wrong because I wasn't enjoying it. It only happened one time but for about a year now, I've been suffering from PTSD because the memories came back more intensely after a triggering event. I feel very lost and alone.