I'm a 45-year-old female. I was 6 years old and my (female) cousin was nearly 11. We used to spend our holidays together. That summer I was staying at her place with her parents, my parents being in another town and working. After lunch my aunt used to go and take a nap and my cousin and I used to rest in our room. I have very vague memories of what happened, but I remember my cousin wanting med to lick her private parts and I think (but not really remember) that she did the same to me and even fingered me (I think). I feel terribile every time I think about it and starting working on it in therapy.