My father sexually assaulted me multiple times when I was very young. After I grew a bit older, probably around 5-6, he stopped directly assaulting me (penetration) but the abuse continued. I wasn’t allowed to shower by myself until I was 12. He would ALWAYS shower with me and masturbate while I stood there. I still live with him, and I don’t know what to do. Though I’m a legal adult I don’t have the money to move out on my own. I can’t tell anyone in my family because I’m afraid they won’t believe me. I hate living this life with this dark secret. I’m so tired of it.