I don’t even remember when it was. All I know if I was in Elementary maybe. It was my brother who was 2 years older. He had vhs porn! How? Idk when I sit and think about it I tend to find something to make me busy so I won’t revisit it. I ended up in our parents bed and I had body fluid on my back. I was exposed to this and I became hyper sexual as an adult. I just found out about COCSA as a 40 year old woman… I lived in so much shame still to this day. I’ve confronted my older brother he said “we were just kids” he seemed regretful but our parents don’t know and they are just oblivious. The older I get the more it weighs on my soul! Every part of my life has been altered or effected because of this act/s done to me. I wish I told my parents I wrote a letter today and thinking of mailing it. I have been so hard on myself and not trusting of myself for my entire life. My advice as a grown woman. Please use your voice… I am a survivor of domestic abuse, physical abuse, sexual abuse, divorce, emotional and esteem issues and dealing with an autoimmune disease now. I am learning about myself as a 40 year old woman where I hid all of my baggage for the last 30 years. Don’t suffer in silence.