Growing up was completely different from my older brother and myself. He had a great friend that lived one block away and my brother has never known that his sister was molested by his friend for over 9 years. I normally relive my experience in my had consistently and have no emotional attachment due to how sick I feel about how I was a child. Every sleepover. Right after my brother went to bed. He’d come to my room. I’d pretend I was asleep. He abused my when he little brother was asleep in the same room as me. He abused me when my brother would run to the bathroom quickly. He abused me under a blanket in the back seat with my father driving. I asked him to stop so many times, he never listening. I tried telling friends, they never believed me. I am not attached to these emotions. I feel emptiness from my experience. 7 year old should not experience sexual abuse.