"{~Name~}" There's a guy who started harassing me four months ago. I kept telling him to leave me alone and he wouldn't. He kept persisting and next I found myself really scared and out of it, drifting in and out of consciousness. Mostly unconscious I heard his voice and he said that he thought he was going to have to come and get me and bring me to his house. I felt like I'd been sexually violated or assaulted and knew I'd been somewhere around some bad people. It's like I could feel their energy all over me still and inside I felt really bad and I had not felt that way before then. I couldn't remember what happened. I only remember waking up a couple times, the first time I was bawling and crying then drifted back into unconsciousness. The next time I came to I remember feeling so bad like something really terrible and ominous had happened to me and I remember hearing myself asking someone who was there with me, this guy I didn't know, if I could die now since I felt it was over, whatever terrible thing it was. Then I went unconscious again. Next thing I know this other woman is screaming and this same guy is going off on me. She's arguing with him, I think? I can only hear her saying, you know that she didn't do anything to you and she said that he was just taking his shit out on me. Before this I remember it seemed like I was talking to this guy and he started having sex with me. I was still pretty out of it but it seemed like he had sex with me numerous times. Then I was out of it again and woke up with this guy telling me someone, this guy who he and I both knew saw my little girl and said that he wanted to kill her and started telling me in graphic detail about how he brutally attacked her sexually and killed her. That woman also said, you know how he refers to you when he talks to me? He calls you "The Stupid Bitch". I didn't know who these people were and later she went off on me herself calling me a slut and telling me that he talks to her with respect and that he doesn't do that with me because I didn't deserve respect. One minute she was going off on him and telling off on him and the next she was going off on me and telling me that I'm a mean person like all those mean people that want to expose him for doing this to other people. He even told me he'd done this to other women before himself and talked a little bit about them. I didn't know what was happening or where I was and I couldn't see anything. He also told me that some people he named did the same thing to my mentally and emotionally disabled sister who was also physically handicapped. I didn't know who this guy was and upon awakening again was confused and disoriented. He started telling me that I'd just been gang raped by at least 13 guys and not just by him. I didn't believe him but he started counting how many guys were in the room. I was so out of it but started to get a really bad feeling and thought I heard other voices in the room, in the background. He said that there was a guy who was going to come to my house and hurt me. I don't know who this guy is or any of these people but I remember at some point after that seeing one guy come up off the bed, from on top of me in the dark moving around and wanting to know if I had any money or valuables and he started looking around for some. I didn't get a good look at him and I was out of it and in and out of consciousness but I did hear his voice clearly when he said he thought he would have to take me back to his place. He sounded like a young man to me. He implicated other people who were involved in this but I felt like he just did that and said that because they were people I actually knew. I kept saying, no they wouldn't do that. But then because I was still out of it at the time and had been harmed I accused one guy and confronted him and just embarrassed myself and him. Exactly what I think this guy wanted and that's not all he did. He intentionally knew I wasn't well when he targeted me, started stalking me and did all of this. I had previously been diagnosed with PTSD due to other trauma in my life and then within a period of time my mother, my cousin, who helped raise me and my sister who I had a close bond with who had just died tragically and suddenly only months before this had me in this deep shock and grief, just disbelief. I was in the darkest place of my life. Because of what some other family members did it was a real nightmare like I can't even begin to describe. It was so traumatic for me and then this happened. He did this and she did this, I knew I was being abused, shamed, humiliated and dehumanized and he was using a made up name at the time, had short black hair from what he said, then later starting using another name, {~Name~}. He told me the kind of music he liked, The Misfits and Black Flag. He creepily hit on me after severely damaging me and started saying something like he felt like he was my man now. That woman was screaming that he only wanted sex and that he was a womanizer when he was saying that to me. Both of them immediately started denying that they'd done anything when I said I was going to tell people what they did to me. I said he damaged me and every time I'd say that he'd say, "No, you weren't damaged." I just ached in pain and he'd say something like that like "No, you're not damaged." He even said I felt to kind of rub it in at one point, "C'mon, it wasn't THAT bad was it?" like he knew he'd harmed me and was being sarcastic. He said there was other guys in that room but I only ever was sure of him and her being there. I asked him why did he pick me, why did he do this? He said you want reasons? You want reasons? It's because I don't care about who you are as a person, that's why. They both kept saying that all throughout the ordeal over and over and I thought why do they keep saying that? No one cares about you as a person. We don't care about you as a person. She'd say, he has all of his shit together he just doesn't care about you as a person. Over and over like I was being indoctrinated. Then they would mention the name of someone I knew and say, *this person* doesn't care about you as a person and at one point was chanting that certain people I knew wanted me to kill myself. I still don't know to this day who these people are or were and they still haunt me and harass me inside of my head after everything I've been through I thought they tried to make me crazy, she said he does this kind of thing to fuck people like me up. It just feels like they tried and are still somehow trying to destroy me and my life. I can't even get them out of my head even today.