Monster monster monster u take me u break me u bend me im nothing I float i can’t hear I can’t breathe I’m nothing I’m nothing not me just please let me be numb let me be nothing tears on the pillow I’m nothing just be quiet I’m nothing it will be over soon I’m nothing I float away I’m nothing can’t breathe can’t be it will be over soon dont think Just be still Just breathe don’t cry. Don’t be weak float above your body just watch just wait just see your nothing. Dont think just Be just wait just see monster monster monster how did I let this happen I should have known better. My soul falls into darkness im falling deeply this monster i hate this this monster im sick please God help me please why did u leave me why did u let this monster kill the rest of my soul was I not good enough I dont questions you God I am obedient im hurting my soul is hurting this monster took me broke me turned me into nothing im nothing can u hear my tears?