I was 14 and at my first job. He was a good friend and a long time crush of mine. It was 2020 so already a shitty year. It all happened so quickly. I remember trying to enjoy it but i just felt disgusted with myself and like it was all my fault. I wasn't even the age of consent for my state..... He was 17 almost 18. It didn't stop after he had turned 18 either, he just kept touching me and trying to sleep me with repeatedly all while he had a gf that is now my best friend. The PTSD flashbacks are the worst. They have ruined my sex life. I just want justice but idk if it'll happen.