Message to a Survivor
There is hope go to a Counselor and they can offer great help outside of yourself and family and can guide you and help you on to a happy sucessful life.
I survived a number of Suicidal atempts . My advice seek help . Do not take your own life.
There is light at the end of the tunnel .
God loves you.
Message of Healing
The healing took place with friends , Doctors who understood me . Massage that helped relieve pain and trauma . Church helped me and my relationship with God.
As a child i suffered sexual abuse by the neighbor next door. Also through school was bullied , teased , . My Parents were christians . But both were controling of my decisions . It was very difficult growing up as a child , teen and then youth. I eventualy had the confidence to leave home and live on my own .